No Heaven For A G

I have a habit of telling people I don’t want to love them. I just see it as me being honest, but everybody else says it’s rude, so I stopped telling them. I keep it to myself. And if they ask me or bring it up, I lie. So I guess I am a liar. I promise I’ll lie about it everytime anybody asks me.

I don’t think I deserve to be loved. That’s why I never want to love anybody. Because they’ll never love me back. I guess I just don’t know no better…