No Heaven For A G

Did you know that you actually reveal a lot about yourself and your emotional well-being in your dreams? Me either… The person that told me this is true isn’t a very reliable source. But it makes sense. My dream last night was…a mess to say the least. I think it had more to do with what I was talking about before I fell asleep and it all got jumbled up in the dream. Names and faces and things were changed but I knew who they were… Idk. It was weird. If I hadn’t brought up, before I fell asleep, that I was a jealous and angry person, I don’t think I would have dreamed about being a jealous and angry person. I’ll admit that I’m smiling right now, though. I totally pwn’d in the dream. Teehee.

Basically, what happend was David’s* current girlfriend had somehow gotten my phone number and called me in the middle of the night to tell me to “stay away from her man.” [Sidenote: I haven’t really talked to him in over a month.] So we get into an argument over the phone and apparently he’s on the other line listening to the whole thing. I’m telling her things like “it doesn’t matter. he doesn’t love you. he told me he doesn’t love you. he’s been talkin shit about you, about how he hates his current girlfriend. he texted me tellin me he misses me and can’t stand your ass.” [He and I never texted IRL. But he has said all those things about his current girlfriend.] Then he chimes in and says “Yeah I was just about to tell you to bring up the texts. [Don’t know what the significance of this was. I don’t think I knew he was on the phone at first. But when he spoke up, I was shocked, so I guess I did know he was on the phone…or I didn’t give a fuck that he was on the phone cuz I wasn’t lying.] So since I know he’s on the phone, I tell him “Tell her the truth. Tell her you don’t love her.” And he says “but I do love her.” I then told him to stop lying. He told her that he didn’t love her, he thought she was boring, hated her for all this shit, and she was no good in bed. [Hahaha. I’m not gonna comment on why this part is HILARIOUS.] She then somehow ended up at my house… and wanted to fight. So we were fighting. It was like the Matrix when Neo and Morpheus are practicing the different fighting styles in the Dojo. Ha. And then David* says “I love it when girls fight over me,” at which point I had to correct him and let him know that I wasn’t fighting over him because I no longer gave a fuck about him. He sat down and shut up. She sat down and shut up. It wasn’t over at that point, but I was awakened by my sister at 10:39, who came in my room and told me that she came home so late because she didn’t plan on coming home because she was gonna kill herself. That part really happened. Way to kill my buzz. *sigh* Anyway, the dream was great. Tonight, I hope I’m talking about ninjas before I fall asleep :)