December 2010
2 posts
November 2010
2 posts
Definitions and Titles and Shit
I was sitting here watching “Lie to Me” on Hulu, and for whatever reason, I just started thinking. Well, for one, we’ve been out of the relationship longer than we were in it. I’m so used to being his girlfriend, even though my time spent being his girlfriend was short. I just loved that feeling, for whatever reason. And after the relationship was over, I wanted it to be defined. Are we friends?...
April 2010
2 posts
“People put up walls for a reason. From time to time, the people around us pipe...”
It's Over
I guess it’s been a long time coming. Why do I feel like I been here so many times before…?
I just don’t get how I can fuck up something so perfect. I mean, I guess I see exactly how it happened but I still don’t SEE how the fuck it happened. I’m reading it over and over again and I get exaxtly what he’s saying… I just hate how everything I do comes off...
November 2009
6 posts
Misunderstood? I Think Not.
I have a habit of telling people I don’t want to love them. I just see it as me being honest, but everybody else says it’s rude, so I stopped telling them. I keep it to myself. And if they ask me or bring it up, I lie. So I guess I am a liar. I promise I’ll lie about it everytime anybody asks me.
I don’t think I deserve to be loved. That’s why I never want to love...
Will We Come Out Of This Unscathed?
I will start this post by saying that my boyfriend is absolutely amazing. He’s wonderful. He is everything I could ever want in a man, in a relationship, and even in a husband. It’s way too early to be thinking about marriage between the two of us (we’ve only been together maybe..2 months), but he embodies the characteristics I’d like to have in a husband. He’s sweet,...
It's a Party, And You're Not Invited
Reacclimate to my surroundings back in a city that just seems to eat itself and all I really wanna do is get back into you. No tension no worries, but every time it comes around I find grey ways to let you down, I can’t control my instincts, why can’t I be happy just to call you a friend. I thought things could be different, maybe I could do some good, come home spent to unemploy a...
Worthless
Him: I won't let you.
Me: He'll wait for me....
Him: You sound unsure. You know nobody is waiting for you. You're not worth that much to anybody.
I'm Overly Jealous
I’m constantly giving people the sideeye and questioning people’s motives for doing the things they do to/for me. I don’t think anybody’s motives are pure, and I’ve managed to convince myself that everybody is out to get me. I guess I’m also a little paranoid.
In my everyday life, you can’t see my jealousy…or general distrust of people. But in my...
I Obviously Have Trust Issues
That’s a given. Most people do.Fact is, I’ve been wronged in my past and, although I wish it hadn’t, it has affected me. I’m weary of relationships. Family, friends, boyfriends, girlfriends. Relationships in general. I’m not particularly close to my family. I’m very iffy about who I associate with and who I allow into my inner circle. And I’m definitely...
August 2009
3 posts
Private
What’s your e-mail? Gimme your e-mail if you’d like to see the private section of my Tumblr :)
It Was All A Dream
Did you know that you actually reveal a lot about yourself and your emotional well-being in your dreams? Me either… The person that told me this is true isn’t a very reliable source. But it makes sense. My dream last night was…a mess to say the least. I think it had more to do with what I was talking about before I fell asleep and it all got jumbled up in the dream. Names and...